Saturday, February 11, 2012

~My Supports~

It saddens me to say that at the current moment I feel as if I have no support.  My life is very hectic and stressful and I feel as if I am in this alone. I live in a city where I have no family and friends, and I am currently  seeking employment.   Usually I would have support from my family but at the current moment it seems as if everyone is going through problems of their own.  So, I can speak from experience when I say that losing my support system has me in a very bad space.

Because of the current state that I am in I would love to have any support at this point and time.  I really miss being able to count on my family to back me up in my many endeavors.  They are the ones who motivate me to keep striving.  My family has so much faith in me that they believe in me even when I don't.  Normally, my fiance is home to provide me with emotional support and a extra hand wherever it is needed.  But because of personal problems he had to leave town and care for his grandmother.  (Which is a wonderful thing)  My mom who is my bestfriend has been ill so the dynamics of our relationship has changed drasticly.  My siblings have been in Louisianna for the past 3 months, so all I can rely on at the moment is my kids to keep me going from day to day.

As for support I wish I had... I would want to work for an agency that backs there staff up 100%.  With support from the agency I would have the confidence and resources to provide the best educational services to the children I serve as well as their families.